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Every day I walk between two worlds. The land of the living & thinking of wanting to be on the other side & at peace. I get so tired of being attacked on facebookt & people do not believe me or even see it! How can they not see it? How can they see my pain? I am so tired of loosing friends over the most childish things. Like my long lost paranormal childhood experiences. I do not mind people disbelieving because even my in family does nit believe but to ruin a good friendship & leave since you do not believe? Geez, that sucks.
it us more then that.
There is a group of former & even current friends saying lies & rumors behind my back. I get so tired of it all.  People say Facebook is better then you tube? I doubt it. I mean I sent a long post about being depressed to people I trusted & needed to gear from. What happens? Many of them simply ignore me, go about their lives without care & one good friend blocked me! It are be feel even more depressed.
Why I think things might be better if I was no longer here. If I allow myself to cross over to the other side where I would be with friends & family & people who gave a damn about me.i wonder if people would even notice I was gone? Did I even make a difference in their lives?
i simply no longer want to be on this Earthly plain.
i will not end my life but there is do much pain in me & I no longer know how o deal with it.

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acla13 Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2017  Professional General Artist
          WOooHOoo!!! by LOVEMAYU  
AlonsoEspinoza Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the favs!
hawk5 Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2016  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the fave.
kaspired Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2016
Thanks for the fav!
granturismomh Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2016  Hobbyist Interface Designer
Thank you very much for :iconfav3dplz:. :D
leif-j Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2016
Thanks for the fave ;-)
surfingthechaos Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the favorite
Feelyah Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2016   Artist
Thanks for the fav^^ Follow me on…
BaconBaka Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2016   Digital Artist
Happy Birthday! :)
youlittlemonkey Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2016
:iconcakeplz: Happy Birthday Tom :party:
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