MMStudiotrademark
I have quit you tube
Been a long time since I have been here at DA.
You read that title correctly. I have quit you tube. Feels like nobody could care by now since I have left you tube so many times. The reason why I removed all of my videos this time is simply due to a disagreement I had with my sister off line. She says she will do anything for me, except she will not help me with my you tube videos, meaning she doesn’t support me with my you tube videos. I took a look at myself from the outside,realized how it was affecting my family & I decided to remove all my videos.It’s okay, the lest videos I tried to make were my worse, but I am trying to make a go as a you tube artist, so I am uploading my sketchbook video tours to my other you tube channel Mischief Maker Studios. I am not shutting down my Instagram account since I have work hard at succeeding in some foam, Ihope. My real main problem now is I just seem to be in a rut. Not sure what I really want to do with you tube or my life in general.
Greetings everybody!
Meanwhile on you tube, some troll, tells me to Rest In Peace because he heard that I died due to the covik 19 virus. You know, it’s not right that people get away b6 posting things that are untrue about you, me or somebody else on YouTube. I do not know how, but some day in the future, I really wishI could create a movement against cyber bullying to make the cybernetic world safer for everybody to use. I mean, Ijust want to show my work, meet people & make friends in the process. Yet, when somebody starts spreading rumors about me, it makes it less fun & certainly a lot less safe to use.
Im back DA!
Greetings, everybody!
I decided to return to here on DA & continue to post & share my artwork. I noticed some new people are enjoying my art. I want to thank you all for your support. I greatly appreciate that the most! Please leave feedback I on my art, because feedback can only help me i prove my art! I am back & here to stay on DA!
Today's my 50th birthday!
Between Two Worlds.
it us more then that.
There is a group of former & even current friends saying lies & rumors behind my back. I get so tired of it all. People say Facebook is better then you tube? I doubt it. I mean I sent a long post about being depressed to people I trusted & needed to gear from. What happens? Many of them simply ignore me, go about their lives without care & one good friend blocked me! It are be feel even more depressed.
Why I think things might be better if I was no longer here. If I allow myself to cross over to the other side where I would be with friends & family & people who gave a damn about me.i wonder if people would even notice I was gone? Did I even make a difference in their lives?
i simply no longer want to be on this Earthly plain.
i will not end my life but there is do much pain in me & I no longer know how o deal with it.